:: IT'S A HOT STUFF BABE ♥ ::

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::Babe. .How could? ::

Its hurts. .To know this thing. .I really hate you now. .I hate you. .Hate myself, hate myself for giving you a chance. .I fake smile! TEHEEE~! No ones know. .I can fake smile until the end of the day! I can really fake a smile till the end of the week! I can FAKE SMILE TILL I DIE! But, I can't let myself being fooled my others. People smile dear. .But have you ever wonder wether it is real or fake? Have you ever wonder, all your act might hurts others? I thought you're my true *o**. .I don't think I could believe in that words now. .Thanks for all. .And one more thing. .How could you babe?

:: Aiyaiyai! ::

So long didnt update my BELOVED BLOG :)
So. .  HOW'S MY LIFE? Ayaiyai. .Just the same. .Nothing that is so cool + awsome like you guys life. (:
ME AND HIM?  ♥  ♥
Heheh. . SAME. . Lately, my life quite boring. .Nothing interesting things moving around. .Haish. .Thanks a lot for myself for these boring life!! 
Oh ya. . Bout EXAM! 
Lalala~
Got the marks d. . :D Luckily some of my marks increases, but quite a number of subject that I drop too. ):
Like I fail my Math. Hahahah. Nevermind! A lot of them fail too. :D My aunt said that my MATH is very POOR. . = =''
LIKE OFCOURSE~! 
My maths is really really really really really really really very poor. :D
Oh ya. .Lately, I was trying to make myself fall sick cause I don't wanna to go to school. :DD I played in the rain, take bath too long, pretending having headache, pretending having stomach ache, crying in front of my aunt saying that I'm sick (pretending ^^'') But all of my acting she know d. Won't work anymore. T.T 
So, at the end, I have to go to school. = =''
SHIT! Bahahahaha . . But at least  I ENJOYED MY LIFE ♥  

:: No FUCKING Words are Allowed. =='' ::

*FUCK. Its like a common thing now man! Whats wrong with you guys?
People said that. And I also thinks its a common thing actually, but for some people, they aren't common thing. But they sure get a point. Yeah. Like my sister said ' We are Asian, Asian is all about culture and polite' <-- Jyeah. .She got the point there. Even some of us always said the words 'You fuck!' / 'Hahah. Fuck you dude!'
for jokes. Even I am like that too. But I was trying to avoid it now. :D Imma good girlie. *as if = =''
So, whats the stuff now? Be good or BAD?  :D From now on, Imma gonna only use FUCK aka FORU LETTERS WORD for scolding peeps. :D

:: Say The Word You ♥ Me ::

Suddenly, I feel the distance between us, started to appear. I am not sure whether you are just pretending or seriously busy. . I really did feel lonely. Trying to screw someone! GRR!!
Jyeah. .My bestfriends is not beside me anymore. Not that sluty BITCH okay?! The sluty bitch is just messing with me, but it's ok, if she is trying to hurt me, I'mma gonna kill her! Wahaha *evil laugh.

Seriously people, I really don't what to say. The loneliness for sure will appear in my life. *MUHFUCKIN you!
Sometimes, I will get crazy of this thing like now, abuse with no reason. STUPID ME.

Oh oh oh! Trying to contact my Alien friend from Planet No Where.
TRUTT TRUTT TRUTTT. .TRUTT TRUTT. .
Squish squish" *connection sound
 "Hello hello. We are the aliens talking."
"Yo! Wassup fuckin aliens!"
"Was-sup hu-mans. W-hats the prob ha-ving there? ''
"Kill a peron for me! "
"Sinful SINFUL SINFUL! No KILLING NO HARMING~! "
*hung off phone.
You stupid alien! Grr~! Doo-dee-daa. .EXAM EXAM. Hey, my Agama test paper was 'awsome'! "AWSOME". .Got it? Jyeah. Seriously hard! My friend said maybe for me its hard cause I keep saying bad words before the Agama exam. Hahaha. Jyeah! Thats me. Don't make me silly cause once I'm silly definitely will EF YOU SEE KAY you. ;D
*dont mess with tha ALIENS PRINCESS.

Okok. Back to my normal life please!!
Jyeah. I am lonely.. Without my friends,. .I always pretend that SO MUCH FUNS COMING! WEEPIEE!!
I'll dance like crazy jumping there jumping here. But once when I fell down, I'll cry cause I know I'm sharing my happiness with no one. ):
Duhh. .Who cares?! I cares. .Jyeah. .I care. You might think I am very emo to share this thing here. But I really need someone now. Even Fathi has gone out with his family and we can't texting each other. From last night dude~! Please la!
Oh! Yeah. .Life is ain't always you think it ought to be , no.
Life messed me up. Puching puching!
Well. .I need someone to SAY THE WORD "YOU LOVE ME" 
Lalalaa~ Say: "I'll be here for you, nothing to worry ok? I am here for you"
Bye bye! Wanna fuck my life for a while!

Big Bang | Lollipop 2 [HQ:MV] (ENG SUB)

:: Damn It! ::

Ouh boy. . I really really really really really really really really really HATE spicy things! Grr~! They just gonna make my sensitive nose watery! Why laa. .I have so much of sensitivity?? Herr. . My skin, can't expose to sun so much, my nose? Watery went I ate spicy things. My tongue? Always got hurt when I ate something that is very 'sharp'. Damn myself!
My Math test paper just now was very 'awsome'!
Got it? 'AWSOME'
Jyeah. .I skipped for 6 questions !!
 But nvm la. I told my mum that I might fail my Math as usual. And she says OK ;D
Hahah. So lucky!! I told my friends about it. They was like ''Awsome! Gimme your mum! I want to borrow you mum'' *KIDSS. .
Listening to Big Bang's song title Lollipop.
Omg! I can die with this song! It's awsome dudee! I'm listening Lollipop part. 2 .There's two part. Part one and part two. Part one kinda boringg. . PART TWO WAS AWSOME! 
I really LOVE BIG BANG!
I really LOVE TOP!

:: Put On Your Best! ::

Tonight, gonna be my best ever. .Hopefully. .I'm going for a dinner with my sister and her boyfriend. .^^
I was thinking to bring Fathi along. .My Grandmama and my Granddaddy also suggest me to bring him along. .><  *Happy to have such a very sporting family. .
But he surely can't. .STUDY MAA. . Hahah. .Good boys. .
Well,
Yesterday I went for shopping with ma sister and aunt. .We really did shop damn much things! My aunt spent Rm3500 for both of me and my sister! Hahah. .Pity you aunt! Seriously. .When I came home. .BAD LUCK!
Jyeah! My spect break d. . Wuuuuu. .*CRYING
Stupid lil brother! How dare you sit on my spect! Feel like killing you! Fuck you! You lil troll!
Wuuu. . I am so gonna die. .Bye2 blog. .Miss you. .
Nahh!
Last night. .I called Fathi. .Talk with him until 1 a.m or even more. .LOL. Haha. .I really love this song. .
*If I Die Young- The band Perry
OMG! The lyrics. .AWSOME!

:: Dear Friend ::

Dear friend. I don't care how much you asked me to forgive you. But all I know is that I won't let myself forgive you. I am now your first enemy. Remember that! I WON'T FORGIVE YOU FOREVER!
Even you are supposed to be my best friend last time,  but what is done is done. I will never accept you back in my life.. Eventhough I will might not having any Malay friends at school, but its better. I rather not having friends and be sitting alone than having such a jerk friend like you. . I really trusted you and you backstab me. Is that the way you treat me? I always treat you well. I even cut my hand to stop you from cutting your hands! All the student saw my hand bleeding. Because of you. My ex-boy scold me. I always protect you. From getting scolded. And is this the way you treat me? And yet don't even say sorry. Hurmm. .Is that what friend is? Know I know, Malays friend cannot be trusted! Vanessa is 10000000000000000000000000000000 times better than you. And she is my best friend now! Even Pze Chie is also my best friend! I found out that Chinese friends are better than Malay friend!

:: Awsome-ness cute ♥ ::

Dangsi i aleumdaun sonyon alei BOY (Korean)

Leng cai. .(Chinese)

Dek swimgiam wor. . (Thai)

Budak cantikk. .(Malay)

Beautiful boy (English)

 

*My SAYANGG       

*15

*Tun Uda

* I LOVE YOU! ><

You can be the peanut butter to my jelly
You can be the butterflies I feel in my belly
You can be the captain
And I can be your first mate
You can be the hero
And I can be your sidekick
You can be the tear That I cry if we ever split
You can be the rain from the cloud when it's stormin'
Or u can be the sun when it shines in the mornin',Don't know if I could ever be Without you

'Cause boy you complete me
And in time I know that we'll both see That we're all we need
Cause you're the apple to my pie
You're the straw to my berry
You're the smoke to my high

*Boy I love you..

:: I am Totally Under Pressure. TY :) ::

Today was a hell,
You're the ghost, I used to be an innocent frightened girl,
You make myself explode, when you asked me to do revision,
Today was a hell,
Time slows down,
Whenever you're teaching.
Can you feel this pressure on me?
It must been the way you toucher me 
Fall asleep when you enter the class,
It must been the way.
Today was a hell,
It must been the way,
Today was a hell. = =''

(Original song: Taylor Swift-Fairytale
 Song editor: Originally and virginally from Natasha Sharzleen. )

Haha! Seriously, today was so lame at school! I was like sleeping everytime the teachers enter the class. .Duggie-Deggie yoo! *singing some stuff that I dont even know whats the hell is that!
Oh yeah. .Exam is comming again. .Lalala.~ Welcome my dear enemy! Exams is like my enemy. (:
My best enemy of all! Haha. Exams really toucher me a lot. Don't even give me a slightly chance to relax. *Fuck you exams! *Jialat ! ( A Chinese word (: )
Ever since I was a lil child. Since 7 until Imma 20, you're gonna be my very best enemy dude! Lalalola~
Waaa!*Imma crying baby
MUSIC LESSON ADD MY BURDEN! Fuck you theory! I don't know who invite you theory! Can't I just enjoy music by singing some awsome songs? Man you fuck!  Haha. Fucking IDIOTTIESS . .

 Lalaa~ OMG. .Books calling me now. GTG!

Mind me to be rude just now. Just under a lot of pressure. Haha. Byeee!

:: I Think I've Started To Love You ♥ ::

Hey. Good news for me and also maybe for 'HIM' (:   *Yeay!*
I can't wait to meet him! Jyeah. .After exam ofcourse. TEEHEE *Too excited
But F is always quibble with me. Like example, always hides his feeling, don't care, weither its JEALOUS, hate or even angry. = =''
Maybe because he knows I'm the type of wild so maybe I'll look down at him if he like mengongkong me. But I'm the type like just OK with it. I don't mind if he mengongkong me though cause I know that he LOVES me. Hehe. Seriously, I felt he is kind. ^^
So I think, I don't mind falling in with him.

LIST OF THINGS THAT I LOVE BOUT HIM ♥
1) The way he does it.
2) The way of his craziness
3) His intense 
4) His eyes (I never met him before, but peeps say that he eyes is SEPET (like this -------> -.- )
5) His 'Kerja keras'
6) He is loving :D


Maybe all those peeps sa was right, its easy falling in LOVE again. But actually I and F were couple last year. Then we broke up and now we are continuing our relationship. :D

:: Imma Addicted and I Just Can't Get Enough ::

Imma addicted to MOIS.










 And I just can't help it out. Imma wild girl now. Been drinking all the time. Sad bout that. Even now. Drinking is my matter now. I just love the way it does, making me crazy all the time. I love drinking now. Drinking like the most best thing ever. I never think bout the effect! But, I just will act like I don't care bout it. Tell me Imma bad girl, and I'll admit it. Say Imma bad, then Imma gonna shut your blady ass out.(:

Just shut. Don't hate me, I just love doing my things and I just can't get enough. Honey got a sexy all the steaming. Love you love you ya you're my DEMON. :D
XOXO need some help now, I'm getting wilder and wilder, just waiting to be the wildest, but I can't get enough. Imma addicted and Imma wanna jump inside your LOVE.
Imma helpless . Hopeless . Just left mith me now is craziness, wildness, silliness and awsome-ness.

p/s: I'M NOT BETUL THIS TIME. A BIT CRAZY! HAHA. SORRY FOR THOSE SILLY WORDS!

:: A day at Home :) ::

When everyone is busy at school, studying. .I am busy sleeping at home (: taking the advantage of the one day off! Haha. I wakes up at 3.30, same as you guys coming back from school. :D Don't be angry with me (:
I just have my very own reason for not coming to school :D
Yalah! Sakit ma. .:D
Very sakit. .At least, I could ponteng my KK Day. :D A very lame day! ><
I am very happy like this girl!

:: Tired But Worth It ♥ ;D ::

Hurmm. .Just came back from exploring Gurney. *Yeeepi!
Tired? FOR SUREEE. .Have fun? Of course! Haha. I am very sleepy. I went to Gurney with my maid. ):
My mom is not in Penang. She's in KL. A vacation with her Datin-2 friends. = ='' Same goes to my dad. But he's worst! Not in Penang and even in Malaysia! He has LARI to Australia.  Yeah. Some work there. So bored staying with ma maid. Well-2. So long I didn't MENGUTUK Syakireen huh? Haha. Some news bout him. He is going on vacation with his girlfriend. Not at Semenanjung Malayia, but at Sabah! I'm so jealous! = =''
And yet, he is gonna borrow my money! Laa. .Haha. NVM, friends. Oh ya. Just now, haha. So funny! I drank liquor infront of my maid and she is shouting at me like hell! Hahah!