:: Today ♥ ::

Today was awesome. . I mean kinda awesome. Cause I went out with Mei Sian, Jermaine, Carmen, Calvin and also Emad :D
We catch on movie. . Spy Kids. Its was in 4D. The movie is so awesome and like always there's sense of touching which makes me wanna cry. lol. Hahaha. . Being with friends are seriously awesome. But those awesome moments retarded for awhile cause something made Mei Sian cried. Then here's come the sad part of the day. Carmen was really sad, and Mei Sian too :/ Its not fair for me and Jermaine since we all went out just to have fun and lots of fun, and things became like this. But we'd manage to fixed it. And then when everything fixed, we went and bought my hubby. I'd been in love with my hubby ever seen the first time my eyes caught on it. Anyway my hubby is a type of teddy. A lamb :D
So cute and so soft and so adorable and so innocent. I love my hubby. So cute. ^^
Dear Hubby, please dont leave me. I love u my dearest soft toy hubby. :D

Oh now its 11.40, and I'm having some fight with Indra. Whatever I dont care la. . My life now is so about me my friends and stuffs. I dont know la. . Life are just too many with problems. Hahaha. . Ok. I'll inform you guys asap about this thingy :DD

:: My Own Holiday ::

Today was actually a school day, but since its raining heavily and plus I have to stayback for my Agama Class so I decided not to come. :D
Yeay!! Awh shit I forgot what to say. . Thanks for my lil bro for disturbing me! And now I'm so blank! I don't know what to write d! Hell yeah nvm then. I was just too bored now so I'm just going to say whatever things that cross on my mind!

THOSE THINGS THAT CROSS ON MY MIND NOW
*RUBBER DUCKS
*MY LIL BRO IS LYING
*THE RAYA SONG ON TV SUCKS
*I'M THINKING FOR SOME STUFFS
*CAN'T MY LIL BRO STOP NAGGING AND CRAPPING
*I MISS INDRA
*WHAT R MY FRIENDS DOING IN SCHOOL NOW? I MISS THEM
*I'M BORED
*HORROR MOVIES :D
*OH CRAPPING NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH
*CIMORELLI 
*I'M THINKING OF KUIH RAYA
*OK I'M BLANK
*SHIT I'M JEALOUS
*OH THIS OLD SONG ON TV
*THIS SONG IS LAME CAUSE IT'S IN BM
*ENOUGH CRAPPING FOR NOW. NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH
Ok. . I don't want to crap d. Anyway that is all those things that I'm thinking. .Seriously no lying. .I don't know why but always rubber duck will be crossing on my mind. I miss my rubber duck. STFU FUCKING LIL BRO! Do you know how much I hate you?! Ok I'm making you guys confuse. Sorry.
I WANNA SLEEP WITH HIM *Indra
Wow. Tak malunya me. . Hahah. . Sorry. . I'm crazy. Enough crapping for today. Bye LOVES

:: My Life♥ My Dream ♥ ::

Yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. . Ok for those of followers that always keep in touch with my blog, for sure you guys know how much suffer am I when I'm with Hasrath. And now. . GOODBYE TEARS. I'm gonna keep you in my pocket. Yeah. . He dumped me. Some bitches might be saying 'omg! Her boyfriend dumped her! Embarrassing!' Yeah. It is embarrassing. But at least I am brave enough to admit that. I am brave enough to tell you guys I've dumped by a guy. Haha. . But who cares? I have my lovely friends here who will always be there for me. Thanks guys : AP,Othman Musa, Khatty, Alika, Mei Sian,Carmen,Nana.
Thanks guys. You guys are the best.

Ok push those stories aside :D
Now let's talk about my DREAM
Yeahh! At last my dream to be a model. . I have achieve it. Pretty awesome.So I'm kinda busy this month. :/ My first photography session was really scary. . Hahah. . I was numb! But this is the results! I am one of those models for Flickr :D

 Some of my pictures la. . Haha. . Ugly I know. Kinda nervous for the first time. :D
I guess thats all. ByeByeBabe ♥

:: Is This What We Supposed To Be? ::

I often close my eyes, and I can see you smile, you reach out for my hand, and I'm woken up from my dream. . Although your heart is mine but its hollow inside, I never had your love, and I'll never have. And every night, I lie awake thinking you maybe love me like I've always loved you but how can you love me if you can't even look me straight in my eyes?
I've never felt this way. To be so in love. To have someone there. Yet feeling so alone. Aren't you supposed to be the one who wipe the tears? The one to say that you would never leave me. . The water is calm and still. I can see my reflection and you were there. I see you holding my hands. .But then you disappear . . All that is left of you is a memory on that only exists in my dream. .
I don't know what hurts you so much but I can feel it too. . And it just hurts so much to know that I can't do a thing and deep down in my heart. .Somehow I just know that no matter what I'll always love you. . So why am I still here in the rain?

:: Screw Gravity! I wanna Flyyy ::

Baby you made me screwed. You got myself stuck! Wohooo <3
Okok. . I dont wanna make such a stupid donkey sound here xD
I accidentally bumped into Hasrath just now when school end time. Nawwwwwwwwwwww. <3 . I miss him. . So badly. . I was walking with my friends. . My friend asked me to wait for her for awhile, then I waited for her laa. . Then suddenly my eyes caught on an object! There are guys. . Actually at first I didn't noticed that was Hasrath, I thought it was my friend, Farid, one of Hasrath's friend too la. . I was observing with my sharp eagle eyes. Then I saw Hasrath walking behind him. My blady mouth la! Suddenly shouted HASRATH! Then I faster closed my mouth using my palms. . Funny weh. . Then I waited for him. . Then he asked his friend to walk first. . Then we walk together. . Holding hands. . That is so suweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt!
I miss him. :/ But I'm glad I met him. Hehe. . Its a miracle. . I really hope I meet him and that's it!! WOW. MIRACLE. Yes I do believe in miracle. It just like when I look you. . You appear just like a dream to me. :)