I often close my eyes, and I can see you smile, you reach out for my hand, and I'm woken up from my dream. . Although your heart is mine but its hollow inside, I never had your love, and I'll never have. And every night, I lie awake thinking you maybe love me like I've always loved you but how can you love me if you can't even look me straight in my eyes?
I've never felt this way. To be so in love. To have someone there. Yet feeling so alone. Aren't you supposed to be the one who wipe the tears? The one to say that you would never leave me. . The water is calm and still. I can see my reflection and you were there. I see you holding my hands. .But then you disappear . . All that is left of you is a memory on that only exists in my dream. .
I don't know what hurts you so much but I can feel it too. . And it just hurts so much to know that I can't do a thing and deep down in my heart. .Somehow I just know that no matter what I'll always love you. . So why am I still here in the rain?
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