:: My Own Holiday ::

Today was actually a school day, but since its raining heavily and plus I have to stayback for my Agama Class so I decided not to come. :D
Yeay!! Awh shit I forgot what to say. . Thanks for my lil bro for disturbing me! And now I'm so blank! I don't know what to write d! Hell yeah nvm then. I was just too bored now so I'm just going to say whatever things that cross on my mind!

THOSE THINGS THAT CROSS ON MY MIND NOW
*RUBBER DUCKS
*MY LIL BRO IS LYING
*THE RAYA SONG ON TV SUCKS
*I'M THINKING FOR SOME STUFFS
*CAN'T MY LIL BRO STOP NAGGING AND CRAPPING
*I MISS INDRA
*WHAT R MY FRIENDS DOING IN SCHOOL NOW? I MISS THEM
*I'M BORED
*HORROR MOVIES :D
*OH CRAPPING NOT GOOD FOR MY HEALTH
*CIMORELLI 
*I'M THINKING OF KUIH RAYA
*OK I'M BLANK
*SHIT I'M JEALOUS
*OH THIS OLD SONG ON TV
*THIS SONG IS LAME CAUSE IT'S IN BM
*ENOUGH CRAPPING FOR NOW. NOT GOOD FOR HEALTH
Ok. . I don't want to crap d. Anyway that is all those things that I'm thinking. .Seriously no lying. .I don't know why but always rubber duck will be crossing on my mind. I miss my rubber duck. STFU FUCKING LIL BRO! Do you know how much I hate you?! Ok I'm making you guys confuse. Sorry.
I WANNA SLEEP WITH HIM *Indra
Wow. Tak malunya me. . Hahah. . Sorry. . I'm crazy. Enough crapping for today. Bye LOVES

:: My Life♥ My Dream ♥ ::

Yawwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. . Ok for those of followers that always keep in touch with my blog, for sure you guys know how much suffer am I when I'm with Hasrath. And now. . GOODBYE TEARS. I'm gonna keep you in my pocket. Yeah. . He dumped me. Some bitches might be saying 'omg! Her boyfriend dumped her! Embarrassing!' Yeah. It is embarrassing. But at least I am brave enough to admit that. I am brave enough to tell you guys I've dumped by a guy. Haha. . But who cares? I have my lovely friends here who will always be there for me. Thanks guys : AP,Othman Musa, Khatty, Alika, Mei Sian,Carmen,Nana.
Thanks guys. You guys are the best.

Ok push those stories aside :D
Now let's talk about my DREAM
Yeahh! At last my dream to be a model. . I have achieve it. Pretty awesome.So I'm kinda busy this month. :/ My first photography session was really scary. . Hahah. . I was numb! But this is the results! I am one of those models for Flickr :D

 Some of my pictures la. . Haha. . Ugly I know. Kinda nervous for the first time. :D
I guess thats all. ByeByeBabe ♥

:: Is This What We Supposed To Be? ::

I often close my eyes, and I can see you smile, you reach out for my hand, and I'm woken up from my dream. . Although your heart is mine but its hollow inside, I never had your love, and I'll never have. And every night, I lie awake thinking you maybe love me like I've always loved you but how can you love me if you can't even look me straight in my eyes?
I've never felt this way. To be so in love. To have someone there. Yet feeling so alone. Aren't you supposed to be the one who wipe the tears? The one to say that you would never leave me. . The water is calm and still. I can see my reflection and you were there. I see you holding my hands. .But then you disappear . . All that is left of you is a memory on that only exists in my dream. .
I don't know what hurts you so much but I can feel it too. . And it just hurts so much to know that I can't do a thing and deep down in my heart. .Somehow I just know that no matter what I'll always love you. . So why am I still here in the rain?

:: Screw Gravity! I wanna Flyyy ::

Baby you made me screwed. You got myself stuck! Wohooo <3
Okok. . I dont wanna make such a stupid donkey sound here xD
I accidentally bumped into Hasrath just now when school end time. Nawwwwwwwwwwww. <3 . I miss him. . So badly. . I was walking with my friends. . My friend asked me to wait for her for awhile, then I waited for her laa. . Then suddenly my eyes caught on an object! There are guys. . Actually at first I didn't noticed that was Hasrath, I thought it was my friend, Farid, one of Hasrath's friend too la. . I was observing with my sharp eagle eyes. Then I saw Hasrath walking behind him. My blady mouth la! Suddenly shouted HASRATH! Then I faster closed my mouth using my palms. . Funny weh. . Then I waited for him. . Then he asked his friend to walk first. . Then we walk together. . Holding hands. . That is so suweeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt!
I miss him. :/ But I'm glad I met him. Hehe. . Its a miracle. . I really hope I meet him and that's it!! WOW. MIRACLE. Yes I do believe in miracle. It just like when I look you. . You appear just like a dream to me. :)

:: The First Date ♥ ::

Awh dayumm!! The first date was like so cool! I lovin' it ♥
Boy, I really hope this relationship will last long. . I really think that love bug has bit me. . I want you to stay here with me. .♥
Hahaha. . Anyway our first date is full of KISSES. .
Awh. . I really miss those moments! You looked so cute and so adorable! Ah yes the picture of you that I snapped! Dayum! So comel. . Hahahah. . I can't forget the moment that we're kissing at the public. . Everyone was like staring. . And some people smiled at us. . I really miss that moment! . Hahaha. . I hope you are here beside me. lol. Awh u always call me sayang and that makes me duhh become crazier. . I LOVE YOU ALWAYS XOXO. ♥

You're The Best Of Me ♥

I LOVE YOU. ♥
It's the best word to describe this post all about. Hahaha. . I love u. Thats all I can say bout this guy. Damn I'm speechless! I'll be always speechless when I talk bout him! Cause the things that I can describe him is that 'I LOVE YOU' Hahaha. . Damn he always makes me speechless with his words! He is such a sweet boy. And not forget, he is a sweet talker too. Nawwwhhh. . I love him. Yes I do.
This thing is the best to be describe bout him ♥


It's always been about me, myself, and I
I thought relationships were nothing but a waste of time
I never wanted to be anybody's other half
I was happy saying I had love that wouldn't last
That was the only way I knew 'til I met you

You make we wanna say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Yeah, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I can live without it, I can let it go
Ooh what did I get myself into?
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do

Tell me is it only me
Do you feel the same?
You know me well enough to know that I'm not playing games
I promise I won't turn around and I won't let you down
You can trust I've never felt it like I feel it now
Baby there's nothing, there's nothing we can't get through

So can we say
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let it go
What more can I get myself into?
You make we wanna say

Me, a family, a house, a family
Ooh, can we be a family?
And when I'm eighty years old I'm sitting next to you

And we'll remember when we said
I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Oh baby, I do, I do, I do, do do do do do do do
Cause every time before it's been like
Maybe yes and maybe no
I won't live without it, I won't let us go
Just look at what we got ourselves into
You make we wanna say I do, I do, I do, I do, I do, I do,
Love you

:: Bestfriend Like Forever ::

Hey dude. I know I've done wrong to you for the past years. And I am so touched when you still wanna be my friend. I know that you maybe wont anggap me as your bff anymore. But I know its all my fault. I will always aggp you as my bff. And I'll try everything to make us be like those of our primary memories. I'll try my best to make you aggp me as your bff back. I wrote this not because you asked me to. But because I want too.
I guess this is for you. Remember this song? We sang it on our Speech Day together. . Those memories that can't be forgotten. Maybe you have forgot bout it. But I still remember and I'll be always remember. (:
 
THAT'S WHAT FRIENDS ARE FOR ♥

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'